* CinDeReLLa*

2003-05-23T04:40:00.000-07:00

i have no one to be with, no one to talk to, thanks god for this little space....

2002-02-21T21:41:00.000-08:00

Hi!
I'm so bored!grabeh!

Falling in love is the greatest and most wonderful gift. The sky is bluer and it seems that flowers are blooming everywhere. What an exhilarating feeling it is to love and be loved in return. When you are in love, you place that person's needs above your
own. Loving entails a lot of sacrifices. Personal preferences are thrown out the window in place of something that was mutually agreed on or sometimes one just chose to give up her own preference because love dictates it. I admire the brave ones who can do just that, make the decision to love and allow themselves to be swept by the "magic" and mystery of it all.

It's weird what one does all for the sake of love. It's sad to admit that there are also those who just love when it is convenient for them, when things are going smoothly, the way they wanted it, the way they planned it.

I really don't know...am i ready for this? I'm going to meet someone(sana)...sana nga nakamove on na ko...sana nga kaya ko ng tanggapin...Stupid talaga! I know for myself na kaya ko naman tanggapin yun eh...Pain?! ganyan talaga! you have to face it and fight for it...di bah...

2002-02-19T23:37:00.000-08:00

Tuesday!

Tuesday the usual, it's starbucksgroup night...meet at starbucks!(ei guys ang kapal na naten ha, siting down there tapos wala man lang order)have dinner, kwentuhan hay ang inagy nyo grabeh!!!hahaha!!! Went home early, and go to bed early, wala! kulang pa rin ako sa tulog...sakit pa rin ng ulo ko...
Hay naku nakakainis lang!!sama talaga ng loob sa taong yun o, Nasaktan na naman ako...mukha na siguro akong tanga..!hahaha!!! Oppsss!mukha nya!ako magmumukhang tanga?!?!?!?no way..! Kahit sarcastic ang dating nya, namiss ko din yun ha...ay ewan!bahala na nga...

*When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love, you view the past as a teacher.*...JLB

2002-02-18T17:31:00.000-08:00

I imagined a lifetime of loveless nights and bickering days and could not imagine subjecting myself or someone else to such a fate. We all have unchangeable parts of our hearts that we will not betray and private commitments to a vision of life that we will not deny. The seed becomes the flower. The cocoon becomes the butterfly. Winter becomes spring and love becomes a child. We never question these, because we see them around us every day. To us they are not miracles, though if we did not know them they would be impossible to believe.

Good Morning!!!

Wala lang, masakit lang ang ulo ko kasi naputol ang tulog ko...Medyo rough na naman sa bahay...I woke up around 12:30...Switch on the discman tapos nakinig na lang ako habang nag iisip...Hindi ko na alam kung anong oras ako nakatulog...

*There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love coz every time we do, we get hurt, then I figured that's why it's called falling in love.*...JLB

2002-02-17T18:20:00.000-08:00

Good Morning!!

I just wanna let the world know that I’m happy..!!!hahaha!! I’m feeling fine, feelin ok…basta happy ako…I ‘m really in good mood today, one thing lang ang hindi magandang nangyari this morning, grabeh late na naman ako…!!!But it’s ok!good mood naman ako so dapat smile lang ako dito…I’ve talk to someone special this morning!you know that, I just miss him talaga!And he ask me if I have some date later…well…

Well, after the meeting at Ayala, went to my friend’s house last Saturday (the usual stuff!). In this freakin world talaga, there is always someone who will ruin your day..!
Ok lang, just do what you want and I’ll do what I want…!Oppppsss!!! sounds bad cindy…!tsk.tsk.tsk…

*In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let it go.*...JLB

2002-02-14T19:39:00.000-08:00

Really a great evening of valentines day last night...With my friends with me, i'm happy to celebrate the so called valentines day...I'm just happy to find people whom i can share with my thoughts, my laughters and cry's...ei thanks for the flower and for the dinner then...

I don't know what's bothering me right now, hahaha!!weird!!maybe there's something or someone bothering me..i just don't know or maybe i keep on denying and lying to myself what really the real score is...ei! real score about what? oh well!i'm not really sure about it pa...collecting some support documents pa..hahaha!!!Minsan gusto ko ipursue yung iniisip ko kaya lang sabi ng bestfriend ko pag isipan ko muna. I just wanna make sure everything will flow smoother...Ayoko magtake ng risk hanggat hindi ako ready sa mga consequences na pwedeng dumating...

I'm happy right now and i'm happy for you...Just don't forget that i'm always here when you need me...I will lay my help in my own little way...

Sarap ng ganito... No limitations and whatsoever although minsan naisip ko masaya din if you have someone beside you..Someone you can lean on to his shoulder, someone you can make fight of petty things...someone you can hold hands with, someone who will dry your tears, someone who can share your laughs with kahit corny...kaya lang sa dami ng iniisip ko, nawawalan na ko ng gana...I have to fight for this negative feelings of mine...Kapag okey na lahat eh di go na, i just don't know when, everyhting will be ok...Siguro pag kumikita na ko ng malaki...hahaha!!!I'm not that stupid naman eh, i know right time will come...Right time to love and to commit myself to someone what matters most...!

*Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you
apart. Only love can make you cry and only love knows why.
If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if
you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love...JLB

2002-02-13T18:23:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentines Day!!

Hi! I'm Kate!!hahaha!!!nice movie...with some friends, we really had a great time watching "Kate and Leopold' last Tuesday...but really have to go home early...
It's ash Wednesday yesterday, me and my closefriend attended mass at greenbelt and take a miles of walk around the corner that cause me pain in my legs and feet...hahaha!!!talking, laughing, hunting for a date...hahaha!!well atleast we do meet once in a while...

It's valentines day!expecting something exciting, nope!it's just an ordinary day for me, well you can spend valentines everyday...I'm happy enough to see everybody's happy today...

*Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his way, whether
it leads towards you or away from you. Love is a painful risk to take but
the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then
you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love.*...JLB

2002-02-10T18:50:00.000-08:00

Good Morning!2 days na namang wala akong gagawin...on mission si bossing...nakatunganga na naman ang beauty ko...Neway, me and my friend decided to go to Glorietta last Friday after office...wala lang...nanood lang kami nung mga batang naglalaro...sarap nga eh...kaiinggit!!!hahahah!!!saya, i really have a great laugh...saya nung mga bata, walang problema puro laro lang, pag nagutom turo lang kung anong gusto...para bang your wish is my command...!
Galeng nung mga parent na nagbabantay sa mga baby nila...o well sana ako din...hahahah!!(too early to make plans...)bata pa ko and many dreams to pursue pa...saka na lang...hahahah!!!basta i'll swear na maging good parent din ako...happy living a simple life...with my kids and my hubby...gosh!day dreaming na naman...so much for this...hahahah!!!baka kung san pa mapunta to...

Went to Yuga's house last saturday, o well the usual routine of the group pag walang magawa...bumiyahe lang naman ako from QC to Makati to have lunch with them...(na always late naman kung magsidating...!lam mo yun, mapa Tuesday meeting or Saturday late pa rin...)hmmmm...lunch nga ba yun?parang mas okey kung tawagin nating snack na lang yun...hahahaha!!!peace guys!enjoy naman eh...eating green mango while watching Serendipity!sarap!!!went home early din...syempre pagdating sa bahay lungkot na naman...hay ganyan talaga ang buhay...!

Make jokes on me wag lang sa gamit ko...i really hate them...i eat my lunch late looking for my cell...pagtripan ba ang phone ko...sorry na lang kung uminit ang ulo ko...masyado lang ako napaparanoid pag gamit ko ang involve...so much for this na nga...okey naman na ako eh...Went to church, have dinner and go to bed early, kaya lang can't sleep...siguro i should stop listening to lovesongs...hahaha!!!or baka may nag iisip lang saken...(as if?joke lang...hahaha!)I think i really need to have some break!for what's happening in mylife?!!o baka naman ako lang ang nagpapagulo sa sarili ko?!...

*Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall.*...JLB

2002-02-07T17:25:00.000-08:00

Good Morning!

Went home early yesterday...not feelin well kasi, traffic pa, nakatulog na ko sa bus, sakit kasi sa ulo...one and half hour din ang biyahe ko...grabeh!!!natulog ako pagdating sa bahay, woke up around 8:30pm, have dinner, watch TV...around 10:30 decided to sleep while listening to my favorite songs...

rainy friday na naman...TGIF!!!

*I love you. And not in a friendly way, although I think we're great friends. And not in a misplaced affection , puppy-dog way, although I'm sure that's what you'll call it. And it's not because you're unattainable. I love you. very simple, very truly. You're the epitome of every attribute and quality I've ever looked for in a person. I know you think of me as just a friend, and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you'd ever considered. *...JLB

2002-02-06T18:40:00.000-08:00

Good morning!

Not feeling well...(hope this pain won't come to worst, or else...)i feel so tired today, i wanna lay down and sleep...
Attended mass with my officemates last night, have dinner and part our ways...On my way, I saw a college aquaintance at glorietta...(small world!!!)have a cup of coffee and went home...
I slept early while listening to my favorite songs...woke up at 3 am, switch on the discman and listen to my fave song "what matter's most" and decided to sleep again...I woke up not feelin ok...grrrrr...Come to work late...headache, abdomenal pain, gosh!girl thing...!you know...!really not in the mood...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*When something happens to you, good or bad consider what it means. There's a purpose to life's events, to teach you how to laugh more or not to cry too hard.*...JLB

2002-02-05T16:46:00.000-08:00

Good Morning!!!

What a bad day!Hope i could smile althroughout the day...Parents are sometimes grrrrrr...!well, it's my fault then, i went home around 12 midnight last night...(just like cinderella...hahahah)...It's the usual Tuesday madness with the Starbucks group...It so happen that everytime i go out and went home late, i dont hear any word from them, just this morning...hmmmm...!They two scolded me, what a yummy breakfast...!But it's ok...I'm fine...I'll try to be nice...(hahahah)

*It's weird what one does all for the sake of love. It's sad to admit that there are also those who just love when it is convenient for them, when things are going smoothly, the way they wanted it, the way they planned it. It's true colors are uncovered when trials sets in. Will they hold on or will they give up? *...JLB

2002-02-04T18:00:00.000-08:00

Good Morning!!!

*No Arms*
Baby frozen tears it was hard through the years,
I'll never give up, never one of my dreams
But deep inside it's my love still alive and
God only knows that I can let you go
When I'm inlove it will be forever and ever

No arms can ever hold you more than I do
No man can ever love you girl it's true
No arms can ever hold you more than I do
You came to me from heaven girl it's true
And if I ever lose your love, if I ever lose heart oh baby
I'm dyin for your love baby

Now I'm alone and I tried to be strong but my baby I cried
Silent tears without pride and I can't hold on to the feelings that's gone
And there's nothing to lose coz I'm playing a fool
When I'm inlove it will be forever
I'll gave my heart forever and ever

No arms van ever hold you more than I do
No man can ever love you girl it's true
No arms can ever hold you more than I do
You came from heaven girl it's true
And if I ever lose your love
If i ever lose your smile
Oh baby I'm dying for your love
And if I ever lose your smile
If i ever lose your heart
Everybody needs someone to love and I say

no arns can ever hold you more than I do
No man can ever love you girl it's true
No arms can ever hold you more tha I do
You vame from heaven....
Yes it's true...

*We can never turn away from our nature-that is to love. No matter what
our head says, the decision to love lies in the heart.*...JLB

2002-02-03T18:08:00.000-08:00

Good Morning!!!

I just love Julia Roberts!!!i've already watch Ocean's 11 last Friday...really nice one...!
I spend my weekends cleaning the house and i just feel the pain all over my body...gosh!!!

My boss is the OIC for the week, this seems to be the big fight..!!!heheheh!!!

*No one can go back and make a brand new start. Anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending. God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way. *...JLB

2002-01-31T18:15:00.000-08:00

Good Morning!
It's TGIF!!!

What a rainy Friday...i really hate this...it's a mess...i just wish i could have a great day today...!

Neway i went to the hospital last night with my friends...have dinner and went home around 11:30...(as always), but hey it's not too late neway, my brother arrive just a minute ahead of me...heheheh!!!
Gosh!!!i forgot to switch on my radio, it was mellow mid week yesterday, i missed one there...i fall asleep because of headache...and maybe because of that 500mg medicine that i took that night...heheheh!!!Thanks to him, the generous guy who gave me that medicine...and hey! he forced me to took that one with steamed milk from starbucks...heheheh!!!

*We spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love, when instead we should be perfecting the love we give...*JLB

2002-01-30T19:00:00.000-08:00

...What matter's most...

It's not how long we held each other's hands
What matter is how well we loved each other
It's not how far we've travelled on our way
But what we found to say
It's not the spring we see
But all the shades of green

It's not how long I held you in my arms
What matter is how sweet the years together
It's not how many summertimes, we have to give to give to fall
The early morning smiles...we cheerfully recall
What matters most is that we loved at all